First Day of School...

oh wow.
i swear to god, today was FUCKING BORING.
First block... Social.
LOL i think... in social
it's just a giant clique and then there are the loners.
Cuz like
the giant clique
is like me, coralie, kevin, monica, justin, josh and like anyone else we know.
because, we're always the one's talking and joking to each other.
Like... i felt bad for the other people.
There's actually this one new transfer student i want to talk to.
His name is Omar i think. He came from lebanon.
He seems really nice :) i wanna talk to him but i'm scared to LOL.
Second block was world lit.
so it started out with teach doing attendance
and i had a heart attack when he said kelvin's name.
i was like 'WTFFFF HE'S IN THIS CLASS??!'
then i was happy because i thought 'OH YAY, I DON'T HAVE TO FIND HIM AT LUNCH BECAUSE I'M WITH HIM IN ALL MY BLOCK 2 CLASSES!'
and i had...mixed feelings you know?
when he actually walked into the room.
LOL I'M SO DUMB
BUT I HAD...
A MOMENT.
where it was like
my heart was beating really fast.
and i could only stare at him.
IS THIS WHAT THEY CALL LOVE?!?!?! LMAO
and then
when he sat down
he saw me
and waved a bit.
then i started to get pissed.
i'm like, YOU DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME FOR 3 WEEKS AND YOU JUST SAY HI?! FUCK YOOUU!
Then...
i realized...
i was so happy to see him.
i missed him so much. To the point where i turned it all into anger.
And like...
i'm embarassed to say this.
but i looked at him in class more times than i wanted to. LOL
and like..
i guess
after class
we talked...
and...
i think things went back to normal.
But
i hate how he ignores things.
Like he KNOWS i'm upset and stuff
but he chooses to ignore it and pretend nothing happens.
just because you put a blanket over the mess it doesn't mean that it isn't there you know.
Yet... i can't help but feel so relieved...
he still loves me :)
and i still love him.
fuck reality.
i'll make a forever
I'LL STALK HIM >=]
LOLOOLOLOL jk jk...
but...
when we graduate
i will tell him
how much i love him
and he can finally give me the answer to that question i asked a year ago:
'can you take me with you?'
ANYWAYZ.
BACK TO TOPIC.
block 3...
erm... i guess the only ppl i talk to are cho, monique, and amy.
Like, behind me is the fob herd.
like anothony and some other dude i forgot his name
and then there's derek.
yeah... teach yelled at them XD
well not really yelled.
kinda put them on the spot. called them her 'first chatty bunch' and that she would 'be watching them' XD
other than that... math was pretty easy... the only hard part is punching the right buttons on the calculator T__T i can't operate it to save my life. i wish i could do it all manually... >.>
umm
block 4 was bio...
i think
bio was most fun
because i could talk to edisa, hussein, ashley, and like lots of other ppl.
i think i will enjoy bio very muchies :)
AUGH
FUCK MORNING CLASSESSSS
anywayz. i'll spazz about morning classes tmrw.
gotta sleep now.
Nighty night :)