Friday, May 21, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Amen.
"Remus turned over in his bed again looking around at the dark room around him. There was not much to the room, except for a few things his parents had left him when they had passed away, and a few of his most favorite books. Books were something that could never betray him, something that would welcome him always with open arms to be only he, lost in the pages of fantasy. Yes, books had been his constant companions, especially in the years following James and Lilly's deaths. He was consumed by the safety they gave him and the way they could take away his pain of living."
Amen.
Amen.
Monday, May 17, 2010
A World Of Imagination.
Oh my, i should really be doing my English oral presentation prep right now but i can't seem to find the will to do it LOL. thank god the school computers still let me use blogger though. i should really try to see if fanfiction.net is still available here, but i think the last time i checked it was blocked :(
bleeaahhh... the past few days have been weird... i'm not even sure i want to blog about it because i've been having weird mood swings ( i blame PMS). i go from incredibly confused and hurt to feeling so peaceful and content with my life that i could die without any regrets. it's quite an odd feeling really. and i've realized so much about myself over the past few days that it's incredible. Like, i've come to realize that i don't really know what it is that i am truly afraid of. like... i'm scared of things like ants crawling up my leg and being alone and stuff... but that's only small fears. I can live with them and they're really not that bad. But i have yet to figure out what it is that truly terrifies me. even though i probably don't want to find out what it is, i can't help but feel morbidly curious. What if it's something ridiculous? what if it's something so incredibly terrifying that i wished i had never found out? yeah... well, that's my 'fears' rant right there haha. not much of a rant if i do say so myself. XD
hmmm what else...? ooooohh, i've also rediscovered my love for books :) this is dumb because i'm not talking to anyone in particular and i'm very well aware that this blog is an inanimate (sp?) object but i'm going to phrase it as a question anyways: do you remember those days when i was younger where i would spend hours on end pouring over piles and piles of books? when i could go through 6 or 7 chapter books in one day and still be craving for more? (who am i kidding, no one knows that about me because no one's ever bothered to get to know me well enough)
yeah... i've apparently rekindled my long lost love for books :) i had forgotten how amazing it was to read a book and suddenly find yourself surrounded by a world uknown simply by a few words on a page. Lately, i've taken to daydreaming more often (or fantasizing, whatever floats your boat. but not fantasizing in a...perverted way LOL) and my imagination is back to where it was years before. haha... i don't know why i'm saying this but my level of imagination has kinda gone back to when i was obsessed with fire emblem for the first time. haha it makes me laugh to think back on it, like, i daydreamed so much that it was bordering on unhealthy LOL. it got to the point where i even imagined their scent and i could actually smell, hear, and feel the feelings in my fantasy. It was crazy... but it was also one of the happiest times of my life. I think fantasizing is my way of escaping. Because in my little make believe world, anything can happen and i can create a life where i can actually be happy.
You have no idea how much i wish i could fly. The desire sometimes is completely overwhelming and i find myself feeling more and moer trapped by the day. What i wouldn't give to suddenly sprout wings myself and like fly away from everything. Wouldn't that be amazing? to leave behind all your worries and just feel the wind on your face as you see the scenery below you flash by like a movie.
Hm, the other thing that i've realized is that the feel of a cool breeze on my face is probably my most favourite feeling in the world. i know this is going to sound so cheesy but it's kinda like all my worries and anger drift away from me. But... truthfully i think the reason i love feeling the wind on my face is because when i close my eyes, i can see it. i can see the thousands of miles of beautiful, untouched nature flowing away beheathe me and just for a moment, i can feel like i'm in my own little world and i'm flying.
LOL this post is probably one of my...weirdest. It's definately different than everything else that i've posted, but this is me. No lies, no fake smiles, no barriers. Just me. Sometimes it scares me when i realize just how many barriers i put up around myself when i'm in public. How many fake smiles i put on and the fake laughs i let out. I've done it so much that i'm starting to convince myself that it's real.
oh well... i think i'll stop this blog now since it's 10:14 and the bell is gonna right in 6 min. crap, colp's here. gotta go.
bleeaahhh... the past few days have been weird... i'm not even sure i want to blog about it because i've been having weird mood swings ( i blame PMS). i go from incredibly confused and hurt to feeling so peaceful and content with my life that i could die without any regrets. it's quite an odd feeling really. and i've realized so much about myself over the past few days that it's incredible. Like, i've come to realize that i don't really know what it is that i am truly afraid of. like... i'm scared of things like ants crawling up my leg and being alone and stuff... but that's only small fears. I can live with them and they're really not that bad. But i have yet to figure out what it is that truly terrifies me. even though i probably don't want to find out what it is, i can't help but feel morbidly curious. What if it's something ridiculous? what if it's something so incredibly terrifying that i wished i had never found out? yeah... well, that's my 'fears' rant right there haha. not much of a rant if i do say so myself. XD
hmmm what else...? ooooohh, i've also rediscovered my love for books :) this is dumb because i'm not talking to anyone in particular and i'm very well aware that this blog is an inanimate (sp?) object but i'm going to phrase it as a question anyways: do you remember those days when i was younger where i would spend hours on end pouring over piles and piles of books? when i could go through 6 or 7 chapter books in one day and still be craving for more? (who am i kidding, no one knows that about me because no one's ever bothered to get to know me well enough)
yeah... i've apparently rekindled my long lost love for books :) i had forgotten how amazing it was to read a book and suddenly find yourself surrounded by a world uknown simply by a few words on a page. Lately, i've taken to daydreaming more often (or fantasizing, whatever floats your boat. but not fantasizing in a...perverted way LOL) and my imagination is back to where it was years before. haha... i don't know why i'm saying this but my level of imagination has kinda gone back to when i was obsessed with fire emblem for the first time. haha it makes me laugh to think back on it, like, i daydreamed so much that it was bordering on unhealthy LOL. it got to the point where i even imagined their scent and i could actually smell, hear, and feel the feelings in my fantasy. It was crazy... but it was also one of the happiest times of my life. I think fantasizing is my way of escaping. Because in my little make believe world, anything can happen and i can create a life where i can actually be happy.
You have no idea how much i wish i could fly. The desire sometimes is completely overwhelming and i find myself feeling more and moer trapped by the day. What i wouldn't give to suddenly sprout wings myself and like fly away from everything. Wouldn't that be amazing? to leave behind all your worries and just feel the wind on your face as you see the scenery below you flash by like a movie.
Hm, the other thing that i've realized is that the feel of a cool breeze on my face is probably my most favourite feeling in the world. i know this is going to sound so cheesy but it's kinda like all my worries and anger drift away from me. But... truthfully i think the reason i love feeling the wind on my face is because when i close my eyes, i can see it. i can see the thousands of miles of beautiful, untouched nature flowing away beheathe me and just for a moment, i can feel like i'm in my own little world and i'm flying.
LOL this post is probably one of my...weirdest. It's definately different than everything else that i've posted, but this is me. No lies, no fake smiles, no barriers. Just me. Sometimes it scares me when i realize just how many barriers i put up around myself when i'm in public. How many fake smiles i put on and the fake laughs i let out. I've done it so much that i'm starting to convince myself that it's real.
oh well... i think i'll stop this blog now since it's 10:14 and the bell is gonna right in 6 min. crap, colp's here. gotta go.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Excerpt.
There was something about the way he said her name; slowly, letting each syllable lilt off his tongue and lips. It sounded so sweet and charming in his rich voice, touched slightly by a York brogue. And strangely, she had never noticed, until this past week, how nice it sounded, "Nymph-a-dora". Somehow, when he said Nymphadora, it sounded less like a fairy on crack and more like a name belonging to an ancient queen.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Best N/R Fic Ever.
Practise…
She'd never been particularly good with words – that fact had never been clearer to her, as she paced the kitchen of Grimmauld Place, trying to figure out what to say. Eloquence was more his gift, which was one of the multitude of reasons why she liked him. Speaking of, that reminded her of why she was there in the first place, and she decided to finally just blurt it out.
"Look, here's the thing. I… I fancy you. Quite a lot, actually."
She watched as his eyebrows shot up in surprise, and he placed his mug down on the table. "Oh," was all he said, appearing rather startled.
"Oh?" she echoed back, a sinking feeling brewing in the pit of her stomach. She knew it, he didn't feel the same way…
"I'm sorry, you just caught me off guard," he began slowly, and she could see his forehead crinkle in that adorable way it tended to when he was contemplative (No, not adorable! She didn't want to be thinking like that if he was about to reject her, the prat!). He looked at her regretfully and quietly said, "I certainly wasn't expecting this… I can't possibly convey how sorry I am for giving you the wrong impression. Do I really need to explain why anything between us would be futile?"
Her jaw dropped, and indignation began to swell inside of her. "Why yes, I think you should!" He would have to come up with some damn good reasons!
"It's just that…" Here he broke off and sighed achingly, unable to meet her eyes. "I'm in love with Sirius."
She nearly choked. "Sirius!"
"What?"
"I can't believe you're teasing me like this!" Tonks shouted, striding forward and swatting the man on the back of his head.
"Oi, what was that for?" Sirius whined, rubbing the point of impact. "You asked me to play out the worst-case scenario, didn't you?"
"Yes, but it has to be realistic!" she pointed out, throwing herself into the seat opposite her infuriating cousin. "You and I both know he would never say that."
"No? I'll have you know I'm a perfectly appealing prospect!" the man told her haughtily, before dissolving into a grin. "Oh, just relax, Tonskie – I'm only having a spot of fun. Anyway, you really don't need to rehearse your little confession at all. Moony's been …well, mooning over you even more than you have over him!"
She rolled her eyes disbelievingly. "And just how do you know that?"
Sirius smirked shrewdly. "Who do you think's been playing the role of Nymphadora Tonks when Remus practises revealing his feelings?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Don't own this fic. credits go to ishandtwofourths.
She'd never been particularly good with words – that fact had never been clearer to her, as she paced the kitchen of Grimmauld Place, trying to figure out what to say. Eloquence was more his gift, which was one of the multitude of reasons why she liked him. Speaking of, that reminded her of why she was there in the first place, and she decided to finally just blurt it out.
"Look, here's the thing. I… I fancy you. Quite a lot, actually."
She watched as his eyebrows shot up in surprise, and he placed his mug down on the table. "Oh," was all he said, appearing rather startled.
"Oh?" she echoed back, a sinking feeling brewing in the pit of her stomach. She knew it, he didn't feel the same way…
"I'm sorry, you just caught me off guard," he began slowly, and she could see his forehead crinkle in that adorable way it tended to when he was contemplative (No, not adorable! She didn't want to be thinking like that if he was about to reject her, the prat!). He looked at her regretfully and quietly said, "I certainly wasn't expecting this… I can't possibly convey how sorry I am for giving you the wrong impression. Do I really need to explain why anything between us would be futile?"
Her jaw dropped, and indignation began to swell inside of her. "Why yes, I think you should!" He would have to come up with some damn good reasons!
"It's just that…" Here he broke off and sighed achingly, unable to meet her eyes. "I'm in love with Sirius."
She nearly choked. "Sirius!"
"What?"
"I can't believe you're teasing me like this!" Tonks shouted, striding forward and swatting the man on the back of his head.
"Oi, what was that for?" Sirius whined, rubbing the point of impact. "You asked me to play out the worst-case scenario, didn't you?"
"Yes, but it has to be realistic!" she pointed out, throwing herself into the seat opposite her infuriating cousin. "You and I both know he would never say that."
"No? I'll have you know I'm a perfectly appealing prospect!" the man told her haughtily, before dissolving into a grin. "Oh, just relax, Tonskie – I'm only having a spot of fun. Anyway, you really don't need to rehearse your little confession at all. Moony's been …well, mooning over you even more than you have over him!"
She rolled her eyes disbelievingly. "And just how do you know that?"
Sirius smirked shrewdly. "Who do you think's been playing the role of Nymphadora Tonks when Remus practises revealing his feelings?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Don't own this fic. credits go to ishandtwofourths.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Sad.
...it's kinda sad how i can't even understand most of the random comments i get on my blog from random ppl because it's all in simplified chinese and i only know traditional LOL
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Just Cuz I Haven't Done One In A Long Time.
STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
P - hotograph by Nickelback
A - ozora No Namida by Hitomi Takahashi
T - okyo Shounen by Naitomear
R - enai Shashin by 大塚 愛
I - magine by Brunch
C - hange the World by V6
I - n the Arms of An Angel by Sarah McLachlan
A - ngels by Robbie Williams
STEP TWO:
– Name: Patricia Cecilea Wong
– Birth date: 02/22/94
– Nickname: pat, patty, trish, tricia... i missing anything?
– Eye Color: brown... but i wear coloured contacts so you can't really tell XD
– Hair Color: black - brown?
– Zodiac Sign: Pisces
STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: runners
– Your weaknesses: food T__T
– Your fear(s): sharks, ants (to a certain extent), grasshoppers (for the same reason as ants)
– Your perfect pizza: EVERYTHING, BUT EXTRA MUSHROOMS AND CHEESE!
– Goal you’d like to achieve: get accepted into law school
STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: eyes... everything else looks pretty crappy.
– Your bedtime? whenever i want... or when mom starts yelling at me.
STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke Classic~~
– McDonald’s or Burger King: uhh... they're both equal... but the azn side of me says McD's
– Adidas or Nike: don't like either.
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: nope
– Sing: to myself yes XD
– Dance: ...does LD count?
– Have a crush: maybe ;)
– Do you think you’ve been in love? i think... i have... but not with the person you'd think o___o
– Want to go to college: university.
– Like(d) high school: its... okay i guess LOL can't complain.
– Want to get married: yes i do :) before i turn 27 hopefully... 25 would be ideal age LMAO
– Get motion sickness: yesh T___T
– Think you’re attractive: PFFTT no hahahahahaha if someone were to describe me as attractive i'd be heavily concerned about their vision.
– Think you’re a health freak: LMAO. hello? you're talking to a person who bakes sweets every week.
– Get along with your parents: ...depends.
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: yep
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
– Eaten Sushi: i wish :(
– Been on stage: why yes i have ;)
– Gone skating: nope
– Made homemade cookies: yep
– Gone Skinny dipping: LOL where the hell would i go skinny dipping?!
– Stolen anything: nope... but i plan to steal one of my bro's pens for shevon!
STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: was very closed to being conned into playing.
– If so, was it mixed company: i don't remember... i think so?
– Been beaten up: by my own brother :(
– Shoplifted: nope
STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 25!
– Numbers of Children: well... if i have it my way, i'd want twins! a boy and a girl... but if not, then i'll settle for two older boys and one little girl :)
– Describe your Dream Wedding: the day where for once in my life, i'd feel like everything was going to be okay, because i would have someone there to support me for the rest of my life.
– What country would you most like to visit? Japan... or China
STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: uhh... doesn't matter...?
– Best hair color?: don't care...?
– Short hair or long hair?: umm... short to medium.
– Height: taller than me... please.
STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: hmmm... several?
– Number of CDs that I own: not many...
– Number of tattoos: none
– Number of piercings: one on each ear
Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? friends
What woke you up this morning? alarm clock
Where are you? kitchen
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i hope so
Do you like anybody? that's a secret ;)
THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? ...i think so? can't remember
Passed out because of alcohol? nope
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? if my chocolate chip muffins are done yet
THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? a comfortable spacious house with 2 guest rooms and a second living room in the basement.
What do you want to be when you grow up? lawyer dealing with marriage. martial lawyer?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? university
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? no... they get sticky after a bit :(
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? uhhh... i run into ppl daily during the break between classes LOL
Do you listen to music every day? yes
Do you still go trick or treating? sometimes LOL
What was the last thing you ate? chocolate chip muffin fresh from oven!
Are you a fast typer? depends if it's urgent
Whats your favorite type of soda? hmmm... idk.
Have you ever moved? nope
Have you ever won an award? yep
Are you listening to music right now? nope
How long ’till your birthday? ummmm...9 months?
When were you the saddest in your whole life? i...really don't know haha.
What time is it? 9:21 pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? nope
Who makes you mad? certain people who should really just shut up and stop talking because such an annoying voice shouldn't have the right to exist on this planet.
Have you ever heard a song written about you? no
Something you want to happen in 2010? mr right to come along ;)
Summer 2010? working with kacey at TOE... strawberry picking with Shevon... working out with Linda... FINDING A JOB! :(
Honestly, do you miss 2009? ...some of it
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? i think right now it's white with red outline and has strawberries on it ;)
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? my weight T__T
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? this quiz/survey
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? not really...
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Shevon
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? no
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? people's inability to act civil.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails ? yes T__T
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? nope.. overeating maybe o__o :'(
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? ...actually... yes. i've been wanting to see him for a year now...
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? define 'big'
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? why would i be friends with them if i don't like them?
17. Honestly, are you in denial? not anymore.
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? no... i like sleeping more than eating LOL
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? still very confuzzled about how i feel so i don't know HAHA
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? i don't think so :(
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? i rage
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? nearly disabled someone...
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? not that i remember or know of.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? yep
CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? for real? idk, but i had to cry for the musical LOL
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? mhmm
3. Do certain songs make you cry? well... it used to, but it stopped after i stopped lying to myself.
4. What usually makes you cry? i'm very emotional, i'll cry at anything. heck, i cry at animations about bunnies and cats. (don't ask. it's actually really sad HAHA, in my opinion at least)
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? not really...
2. What makes you the happiest? honestly speaking? well... it's a tie between my friends and solitude in the dark.
4. Do you believe in yourself? not really
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? if you mean it and i can tell then yes. but if i know you're lying then i'll just lie right back at you.
Spell your name with songs.
P - hotograph by Nickelback
A - ozora No Namida by Hitomi Takahashi
T - okyo Shounen by Naitomear
R - enai Shashin by 大塚 愛
I - magine by Brunch
C - hange the World by V6
I - n the Arms of An Angel by Sarah McLachlan
A - ngels by Robbie Williams
STEP TWO:
– Name: Patricia Cecilea Wong
– Birth date: 02/22/94
– Nickname: pat, patty, trish, tricia... i missing anything?
– Eye Color: brown... but i wear coloured contacts so you can't really tell XD
– Hair Color: black - brown?
– Zodiac Sign: Pisces
STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: runners
– Your weaknesses: food T__T
– Your fear(s): sharks, ants (to a certain extent), grasshoppers (for the same reason as ants)
– Your perfect pizza: EVERYTHING, BUT EXTRA MUSHROOMS AND CHEESE!
– Goal you’d like to achieve: get accepted into law school
STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: eyes... everything else looks pretty crappy.
– Your bedtime? whenever i want... or when mom starts yelling at me.
STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke Classic~~
– McDonald’s or Burger King: uhh... they're both equal... but the azn side of me says McD's
– Adidas or Nike: don't like either.
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: nope
– Sing: to myself yes XD
– Dance: ...does LD count?
– Have a crush: maybe ;)
– Do you think you’ve been in love? i think... i have... but not with the person you'd think o___o
– Want to go to college: university.
– Like(d) high school: its... okay i guess LOL can't complain.
– Want to get married: yes i do :) before i turn 27 hopefully... 25 would be ideal age LMAO
– Get motion sickness: yesh T___T
– Think you’re attractive: PFFTT no hahahahahaha if someone were to describe me as attractive i'd be heavily concerned about their vision.
– Think you’re a health freak: LMAO. hello? you're talking to a person who bakes sweets every week.
– Get along with your parents: ...depends.
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: yep
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
– Eaten Sushi: i wish :(
– Been on stage: why yes i have ;)
– Gone skating: nope
– Made homemade cookies: yep
– Gone Skinny dipping: LOL where the hell would i go skinny dipping?!
– Stolen anything: nope... but i plan to steal one of my bro's pens for shevon!
STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: was very closed to being conned into playing.
– If so, was it mixed company: i don't remember... i think so?
– Been beaten up: by my own brother :(
– Shoplifted: nope
STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 25!
– Numbers of Children: well... if i have it my way, i'd want twins! a boy and a girl... but if not, then i'll settle for two older boys and one little girl :)
– Describe your Dream Wedding: the day where for once in my life, i'd feel like everything was going to be okay, because i would have someone there to support me for the rest of my life.
– What country would you most like to visit? Japan... or China
STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: uhh... doesn't matter...?
– Best hair color?: don't care...?
– Short hair or long hair?: umm... short to medium.
– Height: taller than me... please.
STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: hmmm... several?
– Number of CDs that I own: not many...
– Number of tattoos: none
– Number of piercings: one on each ear
Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? friends
What woke you up this morning? alarm clock
Where are you? kitchen
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i hope so
Do you like anybody? that's a secret ;)
THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? ...i think so? can't remember
Passed out because of alcohol? nope
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? if my chocolate chip muffins are done yet
THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? a comfortable spacious house with 2 guest rooms and a second living room in the basement.
What do you want to be when you grow up? lawyer dealing with marriage. martial lawyer?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? university
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? no... they get sticky after a bit :(
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? uhhh... i run into ppl daily during the break between classes LOL
Do you listen to music every day? yes
Do you still go trick or treating? sometimes LOL
What was the last thing you ate? chocolate chip muffin fresh from oven!
Are you a fast typer? depends if it's urgent
Whats your favorite type of soda? hmmm... idk.
Have you ever moved? nope
Have you ever won an award? yep
Are you listening to music right now? nope
How long ’till your birthday? ummmm...9 months?
When were you the saddest in your whole life? i...really don't know haha.
What time is it? 9:21 pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? nope
Who makes you mad? certain people who should really just shut up and stop talking because such an annoying voice shouldn't have the right to exist on this planet.
Have you ever heard a song written about you? no
Something you want to happen in 2010? mr right to come along ;)
Summer 2010? working with kacey at TOE... strawberry picking with Shevon... working out with Linda... FINDING A JOB! :(
Honestly, do you miss 2009? ...some of it
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? i think right now it's white with red outline and has strawberries on it ;)
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? my weight T__T
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? this quiz/survey
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? not really...
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Shevon
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? no
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? people's inability to act civil.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails ? yes T__T
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? nope.. overeating maybe o__o :'(
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? ...actually... yes. i've been wanting to see him for a year now...
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? define 'big'
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? why would i be friends with them if i don't like them?
17. Honestly, are you in denial? not anymore.
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? no... i like sleeping more than eating LOL
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? still very confuzzled about how i feel so i don't know HAHA
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? i don't think so :(
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? i rage
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? nearly disabled someone...
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? not that i remember or know of.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? yep
CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? for real? idk, but i had to cry for the musical LOL
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? mhmm
3. Do certain songs make you cry? well... it used to, but it stopped after i stopped lying to myself.
4. What usually makes you cry? i'm very emotional, i'll cry at anything. heck, i cry at animations about bunnies and cats. (don't ask. it's actually really sad HAHA, in my opinion at least)
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? not really...
2. What makes you the happiest? honestly speaking? well... it's a tie between my friends and solitude in the dark.
4. Do you believe in yourself? not really
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? if you mean it and i can tell then yes. but if i know you're lying then i'll just lie right back at you.
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