Differences of Forever.

So...
yesterday i went with some university friends to watch '9'
It was a crap movie. Well, not really crap. But like, it was mainly explosions and crap.
the plot sucked ass and honestly, the movie reminded me of a rip off of 'Matrix' and 'Digimon The Movie'
Because a) in digimon the movie, Cocomon can only say 'Go back to the beginning'
and in '9' number '6' only says 'Find the source'
b) 'the source' reminds me of the Matrix with the old dude and everything and the source of the matrix.
NUMBER 7 IS COOLL :D
7 IS KICKASS. the only good fighter there is. AND 7 IS A GIRL. :)
Yeah... usually i would enjoy a movie like this because there was basically explosions every 5 min but like... my L.A teacher ruined it.
In class he's always talking about how movies are only good if they got a good plot and like all those stupid literary devices and shit.... and so i unconsciously started thinking about that stuff while watching the movie...
OH. the movie (in my opinion) should not be suitable for children. Honestly, i was a bit freaked because like 5 of those mini people die.
and their deaths aren't very... nice to watch. Getting your soul sucked out by a giant machine isn't very...nice.
-sigh-
anywayz.
onto the topic that i started this blog for.
So.
i went with my uni friends.
Like,
Amelia, VJ, Damian and EJ
and like
Damian and EJ are supposedly dating? I DON'T KNOW. they dated, then i heard they broke up, but they still act couple-ish!
and like...
to be frank... i admire them HAHA
because...
like, when we're all hanging out and stuff, they're like normal friends and stuff (CONVERSATION WISE)
but like...
you can just tell.
you can tell he loves her so much.
Like...
when EJ's standing there with her sister (VJ if you haven't figured it out yet)
Damian automatically moves to stand beside her and stuff
and you can tell that he wants to be close to her... and like protect her.
But... it's very subtle.
They're not crazy close, yet they're closer than anyone i know.
and honestly, i admire them and yet i'm *very slightly* jealous at the same time.
Like...
i'm not going to lie
i think EJ is probably one of the prettiest girls i've ever seen.
and like considering i don't say stuff like that often, it says a lot.
Like... even though she's tomboyish (with the short hair and everything)
she... has her own beauty.
and i think damian knows that.
Because we were standing outside the theatre after the movie
and like they were waiting with me for my ride since they all went home together.
and like, i'm talking to them.
and it's just me, VJ and Ameel talking and i'm wondering 'why are VJ and Damian so quiet?'
i look over
and i had a total 'awe' yet '-sigh-' moment.
because i saw damian nuzzling Ej's hair/ear.
well, either that or he was whispering something to her.
But...
you could tell.
just in that moment
that ONE moment that lasted for like a second.
you could tell that if he could make it possible, he would love her forever and more.
and...like you get how it's 'awe'
but it... made me a bit sad
because
they have the potential of forever
but i don't.
it reminded me of my situation.
And even to begin with, if you were to compare my relationship with kelvin to their relationship, i think their bond is stronger.
Ours doesn't even compare.
It gave me a really... depressed feeling. But... at the same time i was happy for them.
Because... i know Damian isn't an ass so he's okay for EJ XD
I wish... that we could have a love that strong.
Strong like theirs, where we can be standing on opposite sides of the room yet feel so close. Where we can simply just stand beside each other and be content. Where just by being together, others can FEEL the love.
Heh... but i guess that's impossible for me.





Are you able to love me like he loves her?