I'll Protect You.

I feel so much better today :)
sickness is mostly gone. just a bit of a sore throat. but otherwise completely fine! ^-^
Hopefully it'll stay that way for tmrw when i go to band camp... OH SHIT, shevonnn did i tell you it was this week?!?! i forgot... but i'll be back on tuesday. Jess should be there so i don't htink i have to worry too much... oopsies, i'll see if i can slip a note into your locker or something before i go...
anyways...
last night was cute XD

uh oh
hold that thought
i just scratched off some of my skin...
blah, this is why i bite my nails, so that they don't hurt me.

bleah, whatever. i'll just leave it alone. doesn't hurt anyways.
so yesterday i went to logan's house for a halloween party and to be honest, i was actually a bit surprised.
there were only...6 of us to begin with, and then 7 towards the end.
like usually it's a much bigger party that that. usually about 10-15 people. for some odd reason, the lack of people reminded me about how many people have told me that they hated logan.
Like... apparently logan invited chris, but chris didn't show, probably because he lives out of town and it was so late, but...
like even chris hates logan. But he doesn't show it. which i find really weird, because before chris told me, i thought that he was okay with him and stuff... but then again, in jr high when chris first came, logan always treated him like crap and stuff... so i can't blame him.
and like... even zane hates logan to a certain extent. like, he said that the only reason he didn't buy an agenda was because logan's face was on there. but zain was at the party. hell, he's at EVERY one of logan's parties. and he even invites logan out to his cabin with kelvin and the others too. like wtf?
if you're going to hate him, then hate him, don't act friendly at the same time. it confuses me.
so yeah...
there were only 7 of us. Logan, Ashley, Kelvin, Me, Ryan, Zain, and Branwen came towards the end after she finished trick or treating.
i was really happy though
when i changed into my costume, it actually looked decent.
Even though kelvin was a douche for about the first 15 minutes by ignoring me.
but he complimented the kimono after and said that it looked very pretty on me so i guess that redeemed him...a bit.
I was shocked though at how long we just spent talking. Like we completely relived our jr high days (i felt so sorry for Ryan since he didn't go to londonderry, he was so confused) and it was actually really fun. I've never seen kelvin talk so much. Honestly, he was the one who kept up the conversation the entire time. i think... i really liked hearing the sound of kelvin's voice. or maybe it was because when he was talking, he sounded like he was really having fun... and i guess that makes me happy inside just knowing that he's happy too. we spent like... an hour and 45 min just sitting there and talking. we promised to show Mrs. bluette to Ryan someday XD
after that we played board gamess. i forgot what the first game was called, but it was basically like the same game we played last year. only a bit modified.
Cranium. that's it.
but it's like a different branch of Cranium. where instead of just acting it, you roll a dice to see whether you'll be creating a tongue twister, drawing it, acting it, or making sounds etc to get the other players to guess what the card it. there's who, what and where's so it's really hard lol.apparently, ryan fails at drawing. his card was 'fortune cookie' and we spent like 20 minutes trying to guess what the hell he was trying to draw. did i mention that the time limit for the game was 15 min? yeah. we cheated like so many times and just rewound the time LOL
so first, he tried to draw a chocolate chip cookie. cookie, fortune cookie right?
and so...
he drew what was apparently a 'circle' but it looked like a pear to all of us
so we started guessing random fruits (did i mention that when it was kelvin's turn previously, he had the card 'red square' [ from russian history ] and so he kept drawing squares, and none of us could get it [zain got it in the end] and we just kept shouting 'BOX' for like 5 minutes until kelvin got pissed off? XD)
anywayz
so curtis drew a pear like 'circle'
and so while everyone was guessing random fruits constantly (remember we're on a time limit) kelvin just kept repeating 'box' over and over again until i threatened to strangle him. then ryan drew small circles (that actually resembeled circles) inside the bigger circle. apparently that was supposed to be the chocolate chips.
and so then we're like 'CIRCLE WITH HOLES!' 'SWISS CHEESE!' 'GRENADE!' 'BOX!' (you can guess who said that last one)
and then.... the most randomest thing ever.
ryan drew like a small rectangle poking out of two ends of the cookie...
it was supposed to be the 'fortune'
yeah... it just looked like a roast potatoe with holes to me... the ends of the rectangle weren't even lined up! XD
but yeah.. eventually kelvin had to look at the card and helped ryan.
the funny thing was
as soon as kelvin drew half of a fortune cookie we all shouted 'FORTUNE COOKIE' XD
took kelvin 3 seconds and curtis 20 minutes LMAO.
but yeah.. that was so funny.
apparently, i'm very lucky. i guess random things that happen to be the answer.
i randomly guessed barbie on kelvin's turn and i was right LOL XDD
oooh did i mention, that kelvin went first and so his first card was 'speedo'? XDD
haha it was so funny
because he gave us the hint 'it's bigger than a string, but smaller than pants' (that was another category, using metaphors to describe the card) and so ashley guessed underwear and kelvin nodded and so we just kept guessing from there...
it went from underwear to boxers to tightie whities to panties to thongs and then finally ashley said speedo XD
it was so fun... i think the best one was when i had to act out christopher columbus while only able to make noises and act. XD
haha i was so random.
i did like this crazy superhero pose like dominating the land or something (kinda like when you put your foot on a rock and yeah) and then i made a victory noise. from there i did like a 'seeker/binocular' kind thing and then (this part is so embarassing HAHA) i tried to make these crazy indian sounds and then i was about to do like a 'X' sign with my hands and make a buzzer noise and then zain just yells out 'CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS' XD
everyone was laughing so hard and was like 'how the fuck did you get that?!?!?!'
but i think my history was right.
he was an english explorer who set out in search of india
but he came to north america and saw the natives
who he incorrectly deemed the indians
so i think i was right lol. once i explained it then it made more sense to everyone LOL. we laughed for 5 minutes on that...
but once we actually finished the supposedly '15 minute game' it was already 2 hours later LOL.
then we played 'clue' which is like a detective game...
i paired up with kelvin because there could only be 6 players
and it's really hard to explain..
but basically there are different rooms on the board
it's like a house
you have your kitchen and dining room and living room and shit
and so
basically there has been a murder in the house
and you don't know who it is
so you take your character piece
and you roll the die
and move spaces whatever
and so
each tiem you enter a room
you can make a rumor
where you say stuff like 'i think this person did it with this weapon in this area'
but the catch is the area can only be the room you are currently in.
and so
we are all dealt cards
that can be either characters, weapons or rooms
and there is one of each of those cards hidden in an envelope that is put in the 'pool' room. and another 3 random cards put on top of the envelope.
and so
you create a rumor
and then when everyone has heard the rumor
going clockwise, if you have a card that was in the rumor
you show it to the person who made the rumor to begin with.
only one card can be shown. say if the person next to the one who made the rumor had a card, once they showed it, no one else has to show their card if they have one.
therefore, through the process of elimination (we have a tally sheet thingy) we can narrow it down so in the end, you go to the pool room and make an accusation.
(the three extra cards in the pool room are just there so you can go in there and look at them once. but you can only enter the pool twice, once to see the three cards, another to make an accusation)
if you accuse wrongly, you are out of the game.
We didn't play the game properly because we took out the '8 clock' cards.
T___T that was what freaked me out.
I know it was a game..
but like
apparently (because each time you roll a question mark or you land on a question mark square or someone summons you to a room by making a rumor about you, you pick up a information card)
the '8 clock' cards are mixed in with the information cards..
and so
if you pick one up
then you just died.
you were murdered. finished. dead.
and so...
i don't know WHY that scared me so much
but it just did
maybe it was because logan had creepy music in the background and because it was so dark...
but yeah.
it's like one of those horror movies you know?
where their in the house... can't get out and there's something in the house with them killing the people...
but yeah...
it really scared me...
but (here comes the reason i started this whole blog to begin with)
kelvin was really sweet.
i told him i was scared about a quarter way into the game
and he hugged me and told me that he would protect me XD awwe XDD
(i was very tempted to say 'so if there's a killer after us, can i run?' but i didn't, because i knew i'd probably make him run with me)
and after that he hugged me very often.
and yeah. that made me very happy :) happy to know that he wants to make me feel secure and safe... even if it is a childish fear.
...but i'll admit that when i got home i was very paranoid... and i couldn't sleep for an extra hour or two >.<
but poi poi the bear helped ^-^ (he's my teddy bear substitute for kelvin when he's not with me LOL. kelvin bought him for me XD)
but yeah... i had lots of fun... :)
Kelvin totally made me the happiest girl in the world LOLL XDD
i feel giddy just remembering it lmao.
IS THIS WHAT LOVE IS?!?!?!
nah, just me being crazy.
XD
but...
it made me feel happy... knowing that he would do that for me.
i didn't think he was the kind of guy to say stuff like 'don't worry, i'll protect you. you'll be safe with me'
like, hearing it come out of his mouth... was shocking.
and did i mention while we were playing that game, me and kelvin talked in canto? XD
we had to make sure the others couldn't understand us while we could communicate effectively, since we all know i don't whisper very quietly.
but in the end, me and kelvin were the farthest from the actual answer LOL
we had the right person... but the weapon and location were totally wrong LMAO.
ahh... i think i should go to bed now, i've been writing this blog for the past.... 45 min?!?! holy shit.
okay. i will go to bed with happy thoughts in my head. hehehe...